i need to post far more!

omg have you heard the new boyzone song? its so sad. like the video brings me to tears everytime! i love it its so 1990's its unbelieveble!
anyway i went shopping yesterday .. and tomorrow im taking it all back. i hate how things are nice in the shop and when you get it home its awful.
my weekend was great. i went and got steaming and stoned, i turn to alcohol and drugs when things get too much .. its a great relief.
my best friend hannah and i are going to see passion pit and ellie goulding on the 6th of march o2 academy oh i cant wait ..
and for everyone who commented on my last post thankyou so much i take all advice on board and i am coping, when i look at his face now it makes me feel sick so i guess thts and improvment !

seriously it doesnt get worse that this

well lets keep it short i have depression. its confirmed
seriously this boy (my one love) has wrecked my life ! three years ago i was the happiest person in the world now its a good day if i even crack a smile. ive got nothing going for my right now. i cant find a way out either. i mean if he's the one i love why does he treat me like this? i dont understand, hes so oblivious to it all aswell. he doesnt realise so really i cant blame him, but even though i try so hard to move on i simply cant like all my friends tell me i have to move on , get over him hes not worth it, nothing special jusy a boy. not worth all my tears i could do so much better. but really none ov thats trues, i cant move on he is worth it he isnt just a boy he's my everything and i dont know who id be without him.



oh i told my mum i smoked and shes cool with it, although i am only 14 . i love her
away to cry my heart out

the party begins here

oh thank god its the weekend, but french last period doesnt really put you in the mood, i hate the frist week back, its always the most dreaded.
so as mentioned before going to the glasgow fort tomorrow, trying to convince my sweet mother if she'll get me some of these topshop essentials ..








actually want to cry cos i dont have these things ..
anyway peace oot .. my gay scottishness coming out ..

feels like home to me ..

i was on the bus going to inverness (as mentioned before) and i thot id make use of the condinsation.
rather pretty if i might say so myself.
going to glasgow fort on saturday, ive not been in ages i cant wait, going to hobbycraft to get stuff for my hairdressing project and for redoing my collage on my wall. i finally convinced myself to cut up a vogue , i know i know. but if the wall benefits ..
and big brother is great this year, how cute is basshunter.
kay peace out

the one with the first blog,

is it stange that i was so eager to come home to do my first blog? aye probably...
kay. names jen blah blah blah.
how shitty is the snow? seriously last night i desprately wanted to go to the cinema to see alvin >

i was traveling up to inverness before new years to visit a friend is a bus in the freezing cold up the A9, and it broke down!!! a journey that normally takes four hours took seven!

but the snows good for the photography ..











kay peace out..