seriously this boy (my one love) has wrecked my life ! three years ago i was the happiest person in the world now its a good day if i even crack a smile. ive got nothing going for my right now. i cant find a way out either. i mean if he's the one i love why does he treat me like this? i dont understand, hes so oblivious to it all aswell. he doesnt realise so really i cant blame him, but even though i try so hard to move on i simply cant like all my friends tell me i have to move on , get over him hes not worth it, nothing special jusy a boy. not worth all my tears i could do so much better. but really none ov thats trues, i cant move on he is worth it he isnt just a boy he's my everything and i dont know who id be without him.
oh i told my mum i smoked and shes cool with it, although i am only 14 . i love her
away to cry my heart out
hi hi!
ReplyDeletei noticed you commented on my blog about shipping to the UK. i'm not sure the cost but i will definitely ship anywhere! are you interested in a notebook? if so, email me! dear.love@live.ca
thanks for the interest!
No one is worth all that pain, trust me. You'll get over it eventually.
ReplyDeletei know it must hurt like hell right now, but just look to future and take one day at a time
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aw, babe, i feel your pain!
ReplyDeletei went through pretty much the same, and i know right now it's confusing because you don't know whether to go round to his house and hit him and be as mean as possible or whether you just want to go up to him and hug him and him tell you it's all going to be okay. it's bullshit, boys are dicks (excuse my french). but yeah, what i do most of the time (there have been many... me + relationships isn't exactly a dream combination) is just to smoke it out, chain smoke everytime you think of him and it just is like ahh this is nice. go on walks, i walked everywhere listening to emo shit such as nevershoutnever and 'when september ends'. but yeah, when it's over and you've got over him, fo' shaw you feel alot better. then it's so much better to find new boys because you've got the relationship maturity to work out what you want and don't want.
i really hope you're okay, as soon as i read this post i was liiiike 'naww, babe.
remember, boys are always dicks. and when they're not dicks they're needy and annoying and follow you around.
hahaha, i hope you've enjoyed this girl power comment/essay, i've enjoyed writing it :)
xxx